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Writing up how I feel like crap usually works me out of it, at least a bit. Maybe some day I'll unlock the posts I've been making of what a wreck I've been with Ed's medical problems. But probably not for a while.

Also, the post I made when he was deathly ill 6 years ago still stands as one of the most heartfelt things I've ever written and everything else seems shallow and banal compared to it and not worthy of sharing.